i cant decide which workshop to go for for fusion.

there's the two options which i really like:

1. Youth Leadership: Mentoring great disciples
i guess this is a very important aspect in any church, because as the older youth of the church, it is important and the onus is on us to learn how to mentor the younger generation, so i think its important because as people who are going to lead the youths in the coming year and onwards, i need the training to do so. the only thing drawing me back is that i am still in the midst of being discipled to in perth and also i'm not really here to mentor the younger ones in church anyway. being in perth makes me one of the younger people in OCF this year and i guess it is of slightly less importance compared to Youth Outreach.

2. Youth Outreach: Evangelism and God's calling
i think this is quite appealing because i this is an area that i've been looking into and been quite interested in for a long while, and evangelism, well lets just say i've been trying hard to learn how to share the gospel with others and i've been finding it quite hard to do so. plus the God's calling one is quite important because i have been asking God about His purpose for me, and i want to learn more about this. this is going to be quite useful for Perth also because in uni its going to be quite challenging cos there's such a variety of religions i feel. it is also going to be rather helpful to OCF too because of the new people in uni and the new people in OCF. it will also help brmc as well, in terms of leadership at camps and to reach out to the younger ones who might be new or less strong in their walk with God.

i think i have to pray somemore about it, although i think its quite obvious which one is more meant for me. i think i'm just afraid cos there's no one else from church going for that one, but yeah i know i shouldnt be afraid, because God will provide for me, and after all i'm there to learn, but it helps when there are friends there right? mmm. sigh. i wonder if God will get disappointed if i dont choose the right course.

we'll see. pray for me.